lauantai, 23. heinäkuu 2011

Taken Out of Context

On Skype again :D

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Suvi: sort of :D  but no one's ever complained to me about that.. :D

Minh: i wouldn't either hahah

Suvi: so you could just take advantage of me, lol :p

Minh: hey...that sounds wrong
Minh: really wrong

Suvi: whoops
Suvi: I didn't mean it like that!

Minh: hahahaha

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Context: we were talking about cleaning and the fact I like cleaning and my friend doesn't  exactly enjoy it... =)

perjantai, 22. huhtikuu 2011

Cruel

This is cruel, what you're doing to me.

 

I was a mess but I thought I would get over you. I even smiled again. My eyes didn't cry anymore and I started feeling happy again.

Why can't you realise I only get worse when you do this to me?

This way I will never be able to let go. You're not letting me. Everything I thought I knew, even treasured, suddenly comes crashing down. Why can't you just let me be? Why can't you let me have time to get over you?

You were the first person I allowed close, closer than anyone else. You destroyed it, destroyed me as well. And now you won't let me heal when you do these things to me.

I pretend I know things can't be the way they were but it gets harder every single time.

I treasured the moment I thought was our last. It was important to me, it was helping me heal. I was able to even think of myself in a change.

 

If you don't want to let go of me, then say it straight to me. Don't destroy me doing what you're doing now.

 

Surely you know I still love you and yet you keep doing these things to me... Please, let me go. Even if I don't want you to. I want to stop loving you.

I want to be myself again.

"Lucifer"

tiistai, 10. elokuu 2010

Skypeing with Iisou X)

 Bad Company: 
 sure
 have fun dreaming of harry and draco
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 T__T
 I'd rather dream of something nicer xO
 
Bad Company:
 harrys dad and lucious malfoy?
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 WHA-
 
Bad Company:
 snape? D:
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 NOOOOOOO
 D:
 
Bad Company: 
dumbledore is too far isnt it?
 
Suvi\~Red~/: 
 don't even say such things o_e
 *sob*
 
Bad Company:
 x)
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 that's not cool at all XD
 
Bad Company:
 pffff
 you'd have whats his name in there
 ferize
 the centaur dude
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 o____e
 
Bad Company:
 girls love horses after all
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 ...
 
Bad Company:
 to combine them with a guy is like
 heavenx2
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 e___________________e
 
Bad Company:
 ;D
 oakyokaoykyokayoakyaoykaoko ok nighty night for you x)
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 I'll just have my yellow fever run high and settle for a hot Asian X)
 who is not a friggin' centaur e_e
 
Bad Company:
 cho chang is a girl though D:
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT HARRY POTTER CHARACTERS
 
Bad Company:
 ;o rage
 
Suvi\~Red~/:
 XD
 I'm calm :3
 just laughing too hard XD

sunnuntai, 20. kesäkuu 2010

Here we go again...

Help me and hear my plea,

Just say the words and my eyes will not wonder
Just say the words and my heart stop to ponder
Just say the words and I can finally be at ease
Just say the words and my world will end to cease

Just say the words 
and I'll be yours forever

"Only One"

sunnuntai, 13. kesäkuu 2010

MSN convos =D

*sigh*

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Nam sanoo:
 Friend trying to get me to sing German national anthem
 XD
Suvi sanoo:
 why? XD
 Sing Finland's  
Nam sanoo:
 FINLAND?
 XD
 They have one?
 XD
Suvi sanoo:
 ...
 you're dead to me
Nam sanoo:
 ROFL
 :3
Suvi sanoo:
 Dead.
Nam sanoo:
 NAH
 YOU
Suvi sanoo:
 ...
Nam sanoo:
 :3
 HUG?
Suvi sanoo:
 Hugstab
"Buh?"